But I only smoke two cigarettes.
I use the word “only” lightly. Previously I was smoking three cigarettes a week.
Tomorrow I will be smoking no more than two cigarettes. I’m hoping to successfully reduce my consumption for good.
The jump from 4 to 3 a day wasn’t too difficult.
But I can already tell 3 to 2 a day will be much harder.
They’re just too expensive. I need to get a job before I start smoking more. Once I’m 18 I’ll be able to buy them by the pack instead of buying by the carton.
I’m not going to school here next year.
I physically/mentally can’t do it.
There’s been so much shit here, and now the school is saying I have to take two years of summer school to graduate because they lost all my past credits? Fuck no.
Not to mention I’m three years behind on a project required for graduation.
Oh, and did I mention the Drivers Ed course I took in NYS doesn’t count here? I have to actually take the JVHS course for graduation.
Hi, my name is Andrew, and I’ve never been more serious in my life about dropping the fuck out of school.
When you have to leave school on more than one account because you can’t help crying, there’s something wrong.
Not “I’m trying to slow down today”.
Today, I will have zero cigarettes.
It’s too expensive. I have a list of things I want to do/get. Cigarette prices are getting in the way.
This is my, official, first step to ACTUALLY slowing down.
Thank you for a perfect three months together. I love waking up every morning knowing we’re finally together. I’m all yours until the end of time. I love you more than life itself. You are my sunshine. Happy anniversary, dearest. :)